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May 08, 2012

I can’t go to school because I’m so fat

;(

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April 29, 2012

I’ve suddenly become obsessed with cleaning…

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March 31, 2012

So my boyfriend(ex now) told his guy friend that I was suicidal. He messaged me and told me it was just a phase and there’s no way I’d ever kill myself. I cut myself over this one statement 50 times today. I’m so weak.

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March 26, 2012

Anonymous asked: Where the hell did you go!?

I’m really sorry. I’ve just been so out of it lately. My internet has been down as well. 

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February 23, 2012

I just realized how god damn much I miss being dizzy all the time.

:’(

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February 20, 2012

Does anyone else find them self cooking when they’re hungry?

I know I do it so I can have the leftovers. Now I have to be tempted with death by chocolate muffins all week. I hate myself.

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February 16, 2012

Does anyone have experience with Zoloft?

I just got prescribed it.

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February 15, 2012

I have a psychologist appointment tomorrow.

I’m really scared. I also have an AP qualification exam tomorrow. Not to mention I just ruined 12 days of no cutting. 

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February 15, 2012
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I just wrote a suicide note. You realize how little you care about someone when you don’t mention them.

I’m not going to kill myself. I’m not even sure what my motivation to write it was. Wierd…

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February 15, 2012

To everyone who bites the heads off the animal crackers first, they are lucky to have someone kill them so humanly. I always eat the head last so they have to suffer.